Sunday, August 19.
Now Playing: McFly - No Worries

I feel so enlightened I don't know why ( : Like you know, I think concentrating on studies really do help in some way or another! :D Studying got my mind off the whole thing, then it didn't seem like it was such a big thing after all.

I guess, Brave Souls are still one big part of my life after all. Although sometimes, we just need to drift away and stuffs. So, don't worry, you guys are still special. I mean, I wouldn't be talking to other people about stuffs really deep into life or like talking to solving these kinda problems. I mean, if it were other people, I probably wouldn't care much anyway.

So, actually this whole thing made me think quite a bit. And if we actually break apart because of this, it just comes to prove that our friendship is just this strong. And it being this strong is not really very strong, which means we would be proving that it was weak! So, haha, we should prove the world wrong. No, our friendship is not weak.

And 10 years down the road, we'll just look back and think we did something stupid again. Like young & ignorant pieces of shits, you know. And we're sec 3, so we should use some sense and stop acting so immaturely. ( :

And I never expected myself to initiate the whole 'putting this behind us' thing, but I'm happy that I did! I mean, it feels so much better. For everyone. Including myself.

But I guess my trust list just got a little bit skinnier after this, that's all.

Now I can concentrate on my EOYs and study ( : Feels so much better, to know that nothing's wrong. Even though things are a little bit weird now, but everything will be back to normal soon.

And I kinda miss how we were with Josh last time. (I wonder if he will ever read this). But yeah, No Worries brings back lots of memories. Like that time we were singing after Metamorphosis on the way to j8 and he used to play it on his phone whenever we studied together at my house downstairs. And how he taught me to play guitar & everything. And every breath I take, every move I make, every single day, every time I pray, I'll be missing you. Yeah, I miss how we used to play & sing that song together. I mean, it felt really sweet. Still feels sweet thinking back, even though it was so long ago. Whatever it is, so many things have happened & everything has changed. Just, if you read this, hope you're doing fine with your life & I really cherish those times we had last time.

I feel, like I've grown up.
After so many things.

<3

10:35 PM

hehe
3Faith <3
hoho
But that's disregard
Find another friend & you discard.
haha



C:
xoxo.

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