Saturday, August 25.
Just talked to bestfriend, and yeah, realised a lot of things changed in my life. (By the way, she wasn't making much sense when she first called me, I think too much water got into her head)

Anyway, life really isn't what it used to be anymore.

1. Weekends are no longer going out with the same few people
2. Drifted quite far away from some of them
3. Not so happening anymore (Not exactly a bad thing either)
4. I think less & less of what others think of me
5. I like to be around people who are more simple
6. I think people who have bitchy lives, have no life.
7. I'm trying to stop bitching, and I've been keeping my comments to myself around certain people.
8. I feel like I'm living.
9. I feel less extreme.
10. I don't like how you are changing. I'd rather the simple & real you.
11. I'm happy I have people who truely care & I can talk to around me.
12. The circle of people whom I trust is currently at its minimum.
13. I'm trying hard to be a nicer person.
14. I'm trying to find back who I was last time.
15. I realize I've been trusting many wrong people.
16. I realized something: Friends, old ones are still the best.
17. I think people who have high lives are not living (especially those with beautifully planned friendster profiles)

To all the superficial people out there, I think it's time you start finding the part of you that actually felt real, because I think you lost yourself somewhere along the way, and it's really pathetic to be living your life like that, because inside, you're still all alone.

And I can't believe you actually chose to change your simple & real life to this crafted and moulded and planned life now. So what if you look better now, it just makes you more and more superficial. You're losing yourself and it's easy to notice. All I can say is, bad choice.

11:09 PM

hehe
3Faith <3
hoho
But that's disregard
Find another friend & you discard.
haha



C:
xoxo.

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