I've been thinking,
so maybe I can find the right words
to tell you how I feel about this whole thing.
I've been trying to forget it happened,
But the scene keeps coming up my mind.

I've been trying to accept the apology,
forgive & forget,
But I can't deceive myself,
because what you did was what you wanted,
and what you did was the real you,
and that you were thinking that way at that point of time.

Now, it's not so much what happened,
but it just hurts to find out that this part of you actually exists.
Now I don't know how I'm supposed to face you,
because to me now,
you feel like a stranger inside and outside.

And I've always hated the bitching thing in school,
and to me,
Brave Souls were just something different,
something special.

That's why I hate how you brought this whole thing about,
and I hate how people talk to me about it in school,
I hate how they make it sound like every other gossip material,
and I hate how they treat it all like a joke,
hate how they think I'm being stupid & overreacting.

But, I can't blame them.

I mean, no smoke without fire right?

That's why I really hate you for starting this whole thing.

If you read this post,
well, it's really how I feel & everything.

Not that this is a really big thing,
but the way it made you seem is really bad,
and the impression seems like it's gonna stay for good,
or at least for long.

This was just something that could have just not happened at all,
and I hate you for making me wonder if BSs are not actually
that special after all.

The feeling sucks.

9:41 AM

3Faith <3

But that's disregard
Find another friend & you discard.

Always, always & forever.
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