Monday, July 30.
Tapestry is over ) :
I woke up at 8.30am because I couldn't sleep. And so I started making the CONFIDENCE IS KEY thing ( : Constructive okay :D Yeah, then bathed and all, and rushed off to shunz's house. That slow pok wasn't ready so we made pingz wait half an hour. All your fault!
So we went to peninsula plaza with shunz to buy his strap. And his Alesana shirt. Slack relaxzxzxz. Then we finally went to heeren! Then slack relaxzxzx again at Graffiti & rach rach bimbo came! :D
Yeah, time was really really passing damn super duper fast and at first was quite nervous and all but after I saw the stage, no more weird feelings! Just yeah, like that lor. Haha STIM string snapped but I didn't really have much : O?! feeling or whatever. Haha cause I was in a happy happy mood ( : So we borrowed guit from a really nice girl :D
Yep, so there went our performance! I think we really had fun & all ( : (Except that Misery was screwed, but we still had fun!) So whatever. Screw screwups. ( :
Sooooooooo that marked the end of our performance ) : Which = end of Tapestry, which = ) : ) : ) : I really miss audition period ) : Cause it was really really very fun even though intensive jamming was really tiring and all. But it was like tiring but ^^ kind.
Yeah, and actually jamming & going out with RWJ really makes me think a lot about life actually. More on the positive side, ( :, like you know, how we should live our lives to the fullest and everything. I will think, if I never met all my friends, I will definitely be different in a huge way. Right? Even though no matter what I'm still myself. But I guess if I didn't experience all the things I experienced last time, I wouldn't have gotten out of my everything also "don't know", "anything" stage and become who I am today. I mean, who would have imagined me to become like that now. Not even myself.
Yeah, and I think the reason why I'm so emotionless towards some things is partly because I think too much into life already. (You know, like high level thinking hahahaha) I will really think like all the stuffs. Like no matter how much someone hates you now, or gossips about you now, or bitches about you now, or how much someone thinks you suck, doesn't really matter actually what right? Like after we all grow up and work, this kinda stuff will look stupid and everything to us. And we'll probably just curse ourselves for being so stupidly childish and making a big fuss out of the whole thing.
And I think sometimes, I don't like people to notice me so much.
See, that's why I have so much white hair. Because I think too much, but after I think so much, I get enlightened! That's why I'm so happy. So that explains everything. Yaye.
Anyway, back to reality! I felt so loved today! :D :D :D BBF for the flowers! :D :D S/T Partner for her choc pops! Jessling mummy for her sweet! :D (You know I kept playing with it after that :D :D :D)! SN people for coming down to support! Yaye rach bimbim for taking photos & videos & hugs! :D Mh, rob and desmond! Lianjie for sacrificing your study time to come watch us yaye! :D CH people! pingz & shunz mum & dad. And my mummy & daddy!
And last but not least,
Racing With Juliet!! ♥ ♥ ♥
Ai si ni.
I woke up at 8.30am because I couldn't sleep. And so I started making the CONFIDENCE IS KEY thing ( : Constructive okay :D Yeah, then bathed and all, and rushed off to shunz's house. That slow pok wasn't ready so we made pingz wait half an hour. All your fault!
So we went to peninsula plaza with shunz to buy his strap. And his Alesana shirt. Slack relaxzxzxz. Then we finally went to heeren! Then slack relaxzxzx again at Graffiti & rach rach bimbo came! :D
Yeah, time was really really passing damn super duper fast and at first was quite nervous and all but after I saw the stage, no more weird feelings! Just yeah, like that lor. Haha STIM string snapped but I didn't really have much : O?! feeling or whatever. Haha cause I was in a happy happy mood ( : So we borrowed guit from a really nice girl :D
Yep, so there went our performance! I think we really had fun & all ( : (Except that Misery was screwed, but we still had fun!) So whatever. Screw screwups. ( :
Sooooooooo that marked the end of our performance ) : Which = end of Tapestry, which = ) : ) : ) : I really miss audition period ) : Cause it was really really very fun even though intensive jamming was really tiring and all. But it was like tiring but ^^ kind.
Yeah, and actually jamming & going out with RWJ really makes me think a lot about life actually. More on the positive side, ( :, like you know, how we should live our lives to the fullest and everything. I will think, if I never met all my friends, I will definitely be different in a huge way. Right? Even though no matter what I'm still myself. But I guess if I didn't experience all the things I experienced last time, I wouldn't have gotten out of my everything also "don't know", "anything" stage and become who I am today. I mean, who would have imagined me to become like that now. Not even myself.
Yeah, and I think the reason why I'm so emotionless towards some things is partly because I think too much into life already. (You know, like high level thinking hahahaha) I will really think like all the stuffs. Like no matter how much someone hates you now, or gossips about you now, or bitches about you now, or how much someone thinks you suck, doesn't really matter actually what right? Like after we all grow up and work, this kinda stuff will look stupid and everything to us. And we'll probably just curse ourselves for being so stupidly childish and making a big fuss out of the whole thing.
And I think sometimes, I don't like people to notice me so much.
See, that's why I have so much white hair. Because I think too much, but after I think so much, I get enlightened! That's why I'm so happy. So that explains everything. Yaye.
Anyway, back to reality! I felt so loved today! :D :D :D BBF for the flowers! :D :D S/T Partner for her choc pops! Jessling mummy for her sweet! :D (You know I kept playing with it after that :D :D :D)! SN people for coming down to support! Yaye rach bimbim for taking photos & videos & hugs! :D Mh, rob and desmond! Lianjie for sacrificing your study time to come watch us yaye! :D CH people! pingz & shunz mum & dad. And my mummy & daddy!
And last but not least,
Racing With Juliet!! ♥ ♥ ♥
Ai si ni.
1:05 AM
hehe
3Faith <3
hoho
But that's disregard
Find another friend & you discard.
Find another friend & you discard.
haha
C:
Always, always & forever.
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You're the best I ever had.
geraldine!
janice!
jiayin!
karon!
karchian!
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sus!
yanlin!
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For the love.
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lianjie
You're the best I ever had.
geraldine!
janice!
jiayin!
karon!
karchian!
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shinshin!
steph!
sus!
yanlin!
zhizhi!
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