Friday, July 13.
Omg BBF can you please take care of yourself!
I thought you were going to be okay in school today, I seriously didn't expect anything to happen. And I didn't even notice that it was Friday the 13th until that happened to you. Omg I was so shocked + don't know what to do when I saw mer's sms okay.
I'm sorry I wasn't there for you anyway ) :
And don't be scared! Cause you must overcome your fears of death and everything that you're scared of now! I know everything is like so scary and all now. And I've been trying to put myself in your shoes many many times, but I don't even dare to. And you know everytime when we're like talking halfway, and you start like finding it hard to breathe, I seriously am damn scared EVERYTIME. Just that you know I act like it's nothing surprising, and like you know, it's so normal. And everything. But I still have faith in you!
And please don't ever feel like giving up again.
It's really scary to hear you say that.
I don't know what will happen to me if you ever go, I'll just kill myself. You know, like, nobody to talk to (and everything else!). So you better don't screw up my life like how you thought ___ screwed yours.
So you better make sure you eat properly from now on. Like, seriously. And if you're with me better watch out. I don't care whether you don't feel like eating, I'm just gonna make you eat. You stupid girl, you tell people "don't worry about me!". But it's quite hard you know, please imagine if you were us. Difficult, right?
So anyway, stay strong BBF! I know you can do this, I know you can pull yourself out of this whole shit pile!
The shit pile is so big, but BBF is strong!
I have faith in you! So you must have faith in yourself too!
It's just like the premarital sex video you know you know. It's very very painful for the people around you who love you. YOU KNOW. You better do.
Yeah, and I just feel really weird with this stupid thing happening to you. It's like you know, everything else suddenly look so trivial.
Anyway, although I told you a thousand times already. YOU CAN STILL CALL ME OR SMS ME ANYTIME. (I was at NP today, so I didn't pick up your call. I'm so so so sorry okay ) : ) BUT I HOPE YOU'LL STILL CALL/SMS ME! How I wish I could *snapsnap* and then you're back to normal. But that's not possible! So you must stay strong BBF! I wanted to buy you flowers on my way home and just deliver it to your house. (For you to smell & feel better/breathe better maybe?) But the florist was closed! ) : Stupid florist. I tried finding nice flowers at NTUC but to no avail, they no longer sell nice flowers! Ahh suckers, only sell auntie flowers. Anyway, listen to this song & feel motivated BBF! I love you <3
I thought you were going to be okay in school today, I seriously didn't expect anything to happen. And I didn't even notice that it was Friday the 13th until that happened to you. Omg I was so shocked + don't know what to do when I saw mer's sms okay.
I'm sorry I wasn't there for you anyway ) :
And don't be scared! Cause you must overcome your fears of death and everything that you're scared of now! I know everything is like so scary and all now. And I've been trying to put myself in your shoes many many times, but I don't even dare to. And you know everytime when we're like talking halfway, and you start like finding it hard to breathe, I seriously am damn scared EVERYTIME. Just that you know I act like it's nothing surprising, and like you know, it's so normal. And everything. But I still have faith in you!
And please don't ever feel like giving up again.
It's really scary to hear you say that.
I don't know what will happen to me if you ever go, I'll just kill myself. You know, like, nobody to talk to (and everything else!). So you better don't screw up my life like how you thought ___ screwed yours.
So you better make sure you eat properly from now on. Like, seriously. And if you're with me better watch out. I don't care whether you don't feel like eating, I'm just gonna make you eat. You stupid girl, you tell people "don't worry about me!". But it's quite hard you know, please imagine if you were us. Difficult, right?
So anyway, stay strong BBF! I know you can do this, I know you can pull yourself out of this whole shit pile!
The shit pile is so big, but BBF is strong!
I have faith in you! So you must have faith in yourself too!
It's just like the premarital sex video you know you know. It's very very painful for the people around you who love you. YOU KNOW. You better do.
Yeah, and I just feel really weird with this stupid thing happening to you. It's like you know, everything else suddenly look so trivial.
Anyway, although I told you a thousand times already. YOU CAN STILL CALL ME OR SMS ME ANYTIME. (I was at NP today, so I didn't pick up your call. I'm so so so sorry okay ) : ) BUT I HOPE YOU'LL STILL CALL/SMS ME! How I wish I could *snapsnap* and then you're back to normal. But that's not possible! So you must stay strong BBF! I wanted to buy you flowers on my way home and just deliver it to your house. (For you to smell & feel better/breathe better maybe?) But the florist was closed! ) : Stupid florist. I tried finding nice flowers at NTUC but to no avail, they no longer sell nice flowers! Ahh suckers, only sell auntie flowers. Anyway, listen to this song & feel motivated BBF! I love you <3
Relient K - For The Moments I Feel Faint
Am I at the point of no improvement?
What of the death I still dwell in?
I try to excel, but I feel no movement.
Can I be free of this unreleasable sin?
Never underestimate my Jesus
You're telling me that there's no hope
I'm telling you you're wrong
Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong, He will be strong
I throw up my hands
"Oh, the impossibilities"
Frustrated and tired
Where do I go from here?
Now I'm searching for the confidence I've lost so willingly
Overcoming these obstacles is overcoming my fears
Never underestimate my Jesus
You're telling me that there's no hope
I'm telling you you're wrong
Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong, He will be strong
I think I can't, I think I can't
But I think you can, I think you can
I think I can't, I think I can't
But I think you can, I think you can
Gather my insufficiencies
And place them in your hands
Place them in your hands
Place them in your hands
Am I at the point of no improvement?
What of the death I still dwell in?
I try to excel, but I feel no movement.
Can I be free of this unreleasable sin?
Never underestimate my Jesus
You're telling me that there's no hope
I'm telling you you're wrong
Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong, He will be strong
I throw up my hands
"Oh, the impossibilities"
Frustrated and tired
Where do I go from here?
Now I'm searching for the confidence I've lost so willingly
Overcoming these obstacles is overcoming my fears
Never underestimate my Jesus
You're telling me that there's no hope
I'm telling you you're wrong
Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong, He will be strong
I think I can't, I think I can't
But I think you can, I think you can
I think I can't, I think I can't
But I think you can, I think you can
Gather my insufficiencies
And place them in your hands
Place them in your hands
Place them in your hands
10:12 PM
hehe
3Faith <3
hoho
But that's disregard
Find another friend & you discard.
Find another friend & you discard.
haha
C:
Always, always & forever.
kw <3
6agape <3
chishun <3
weiping <3
wenxun <3
For the love.
deb
lianjie
You're the best I ever had.
geraldine!
janice!
jiayin!
karon!
karchian!
melo!
shinshin!
steph!
sus!
yanlin!
zhizhi!
3FAITH, Ultimate Love <3
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chishun <3
weiping <3
wenxun <3
For the love.
deb
lianjie
You're the best I ever had.
geraldine!
janice!
jiayin!
karon!
karchian!
melo!
shinshin!
steph!
sus!
yanlin!
zhizhi!
3FAITH, Ultimate Love <3
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