(No, I'm not in the mood to blog in chinese today haha)

Today has been such a shitty rollercoaster day for me. ) : (And as I type this, my WMP plays Everything Is Alright :D I suspect my WMP is BUMBLEBEE! You know transformers transformers? Yes yes :D)

But still, today was really very very rollercoaster & I'm currently feeling really shitty now.

I woke up at 5.45am in the morning (which could have been a good start to my day) but stupid me decided to go back and sleep for 5 minutes (which became 1 hour) so I woke up at 6.45. And like you know last night I had flu and everything, I was hoping I would fall sick in the morning so I didn't have to go to school and everything. But as I was thinking of falling sick, I was thinking 'But if I don't go to school, I will miss out on so many important things I need to do!' And that sucks totally cause I totally have no life you know you know. (1st contradicting emotions experience)

So I rushed off to school and I was feeling really bad from then on till the start of PE cause of 1 person. (whom I shall not name) So I felt so ARGH and AHHHH and ) ': KILL ME NOW. And you know my honeystars? I brought it to the car but I told my dad to bring it home for me first cause I figured today wasn't exactly going to be a happy day.

And I felt like a total sucker, bitch fitch piece of shit during PE. You know I can't blame other people for being insensitive anymore, cause I did something totally insensitive. And AHHHH. Major screwup. My heart was sinking and I felt like killing myself would have been a better choice.

But anyway, me and princess were in like super no mood to do math/physics, so we made happylets for rach! :D Yaye I <3 Princess :D :D :D (See so I was angry with myself, then I felt so happy that I have such a nice tablemate. 2nd experience of contradicting emotions)

Okay so anyway, recess was nice, I guess. Pam tied the stupid coconut head ponytail for me. Hahaha I looked so totally retarded but I tied my hair back to normal of course ( : Gym training was fun. ( :

Then after recess was lit. I think me & zhiying were mad. Cause we didn't listen to Mrs Tian's lesson. We continued folding happylets for rach. And then was history, I was in a total OH LET'S JUST END SCHOOL NOW FEELING. And I embarrassed myself by acting bimbo. (I had to entertain myself before I died of boredom you know) But at least I'm not naturally bimbotic ( :

Then after school was sian diao. And I cabbed with sus to j8. Yes, haven't been going out with her for a long dinosaur time (I realise I've been using dinosaur a lot) Yeah, and met ahmad at the bubbletea shop which was totally.. WEIRD?! I don't know! Whoa somebody not bad ah, 5 girls 1 guy. Sexy, I like.

So I went to buy subway for BBF and I went to her house to find her. She was acting very very weirdly throughout the time I was there and I was so totally freaked out. Plus she was being very violent towards me, so I hate herx. ) : And then she started stroking my fringe and feeding me and treating like a baby, I think she's mad.

So did you realise I didn't go for 3rd lang?

Yes, I totally didn't have the mood! Extreme school blues. Then just when I wanted to make a plaster for myself, something happy would happen and then I wouldn't feel so bad already.

But I don't know, throughout the day I just felt like empty somewhere. You know, like something missing, but I don't know what. WHERE IS THE LOVE TO FILL THE EMPTY VOID INSIDE ME (Breathe Today, you know you know? hahaha) Yeah, but yah seriously, where is my love!

Tomorrow is so nothing to look forward to. Making IC with wenz after school but lavender is such a boring and unhappening place!

And BBF thinks I'm happening with _____ and _____? But just ignore her anyway, she's not in the right frame of mind. ( :

And I feel so sian diao now. Anybody who can make me high/feel happy now: I will give you a hug + a kiss + a lollipop :D (I mean like, what lousy conditions are these?! But whatever, I doubt anyone can do it anyway. I'm just too sian diao now already ) : )

If life is so short, why won't you let me love you before we run out of time? (I've thought about this line a lot, many many times randomly)

11:03 PM

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