Omg I feel so angsty suddenly, like you know so many secret things I need to tell people but I think I always make it damn obvious who I'm talking about but whatever, it might not be what ( :

Like you know everyone I talk to, everything I see is like making my angst meter go up, except talking to the fanwanrantastic person who brings it down a little I don't know why. (not because she's cute/nice/whatever haha)

Anyway I don't care already I must do this no matter how obvious I'm gonna be. (better if the people get my point and like you know, do whatever's appropriate)

Person #1
You're always part of my secret shoutouts, may I know why? Like argh, you're so irritating. You just disappeared like that and then like 'err, okay, do I know you? have I even talked to you before? err, bye' that kinda attitude. Ohmygosh, you know I feel so mean but like, whatever! I don't care! It's like really sickening and everything. >: ( Somehow I think I feel so irritated because I seriously did cherish the times we had together okay. So I can't stand like you treating it like such a minor thing. I really miss that night we sang & sang together. And all the other stuffs. Oh, why am I being such a loser. I'm like holding on to all these, and I don't think you care about what's happening to any of us. Am I supposed to feel happy/angry with myself that I still care. Oh why don't you just disappear ) :

Person #2 (Open identity: My WMP)
OMG You have been so irritating today. Like I have been peacefully studying and you need to play all these shit songs for me, thanks ah.
(This is kinda dumb but nevermind) NEXT.

Person #3
Yes, I know you're really nice to me and all. But I can't stand it anymore. I thought you understood, I seriously thought. But I'm sorry, just that answer was enough to brush me off. Like WTF?! I can't stop hating you and thinking how much of a loser you're being. Like you know, many things in life are not just 'Oh did I just do that, I'm sorry'. I try very hard to believe you're saying 'sorry' with your heart but no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to feel the heart in it. You know you know. Aiya, just, you're being so irritating now. Yet I don't feel like thrashing cause I will sound so damn loser. And I bet you still don't know that I know what you said. So like, am I supposed to pretend you didn't say that?! I can, but I just won't treat you the way I used to treat you already. I just have so many damn things to say to you, but I don't want to because firstly: I'm afraid you'll be too soft to accept everything and like 'okay, I will change' (which we all know wouldn't happen) And secondly: I'm not prepared to face the consequences. Aiya, so freaking irriating. I hate how you make everything so complicated. In simple words: I hate you.

Person #4
I know it's really damn selfish but I just wanted to talk for that night, catch up on stuffs and like bye bye, back to our own lives. But obviously, we weren't sharing the same thoughts on that yeah? Although you made me really happy that day after. And like you're really nice and all. But you know, I hate how you make me act so unlike myself. And I think I should just talk to you normally and stuffs. And I think if that's not gonna work out, I should just stop talking to you. I hate how you are so accomodating and like I hate myself for being so selfish, so damn inconsistent. And I hate how nice you're being to me. Because I haven't been treated like that for such a freaking long time. And, I just feel really scared about us being like that. And I'm confused, and lost, and I have no one to tell this to. I know there'll be people willing to listen, but you know I just don't feel like telling cause I'm so damn scared. I don't know what the huh I'm doing. Okay, I hate myself for being like that.

Auntie Sylvia, please don't scold me. I'm not emo, really, just need to let out some angst. Haha, I know you're gonna tell me 'You emo, I elmo." Hahaha but don't worry, you don't have to elmo. ( : And you chill too ( : I pour ice on you. Sand if you wish. Haha <3

/I wonder if I ever make people feel shitty. Tell me if I do. At least I know. ( : Tag as anonymous or any shit name on my board. And like tell me 'OMG you suck cause you made me feel so insignificant/shitty/lousy today' (Or something like that, yeah) Haha. Serious, not joking!

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