Your words could turn my happy world all dark.
Sometimes I wonder why reality has killed all my dreams.
I wonder why what others do hurt me so much inside.
Sometimes I try not to care.
Sometimes I wonder why I have to deceive myself time and time again.
I close my eyes, and all I see are the negative sides of life.
Sometimes I wished I would just be someone normal.
Someone who would walk away when you're crying.
Would laugh when you're sad.
And nothing you do would affect me.
How I wished God didn't make me bother about all of you so much.
So much that caring for you people hurts me.