jinchashushu said my posts were lame and boring! haha. okay actually they all really are la. i don't know why. but this hols seem to be SOOOOOO boring =/ tomm is another new week of the holiday. and seems like nothing much has happened. besides today's celebration for chouyun. haha. but happy times don't seem to last long =/ now it's back to boring home. waiting for a boring tomorrow. where i wake up to my computer. then get stucked at home. with nowhere to go and nothing to do. can't go out with korwoongie. she's like having dance pracs everyday until 8th june. =/ actually i really really miss dance pracs with ACUTE. the dance pracs really made me feel like i want the holidays to be holidays forever. cause it's like really fun. even though everyday we do the same stuffs like dance dance dance. then go sweettalk buy bubble tea. but i like it ): now i quite wanna dance, but there's seriously nothing for me to dance for ): that's really really sad. and i can't wait for 8th june to come actually, so i can SERIOUSLY forget the whole thing and put it behind me. the perfect word to describe this whole thing would be 'bittersweet'. it's like TOTALLY =/ oh well, i wanna go work! but nobody to work with me. and i don't know where to work. hahaha. i realized i seriously CANNOT live alone =/ and now i feel so meaningless. stupid shiqian in chongqing =/ i miss school! i wanna go back to school. at least projects, they keep me busy. even though thinking back now, i still HATE projects. and it's seriously not fun doing individual projects =/ the macbeth play was like so fun. cause we stayed back in school till the uncle came to lock the door. just practising the play again and again. and we didn't get bored even though it was the same thing all over and over again. and then thinking about school life. i really miss cheer too ): oh wells. not looking forward to next year's cheer. where there's no nat, no jan, no heather, no lorraine, no sonia, no carmen, no germ, no jia. and i really hope rach can join. maybe she can't join cause of her cca. then maybe she can't join again, cause of her mummy and her studies ): if she don't join, i seriously am not going to join la. i doubt i will have any fun doing things and planning for everything alone ): i join cheer cause of the memories of the las vegas green cheer 2005. our green house cheer team really rocked that year. everyone was so bonded, everything was so fun and it was motivating. and practises at kbcc was fun. and gossiping at the taohuei shop was fun too. EVERYTHING WAS JUST FUN. then i thought i wouldn't like this year's cheer. but thinking back, this year was fun too! even though the team only bonded on sports day itself. like cause nat cried. then when i was telling them stuffs. then i cried too. and i think we really wanted all our hard works to pay off. everyone had to drill so hard and practise until late at night. and capt nat got so frustrated too. it all paid off. but i want somemore ): i miss 2005 and 2006's cheer. i guess i really have NO LIFE now. seriously NO LIFE. NO LIFE geddit? =/ it's not like i want it. but i have nowhere to go. and i'm starting to think singapore is really small. and there's nowhere to go. maybe i shall go like walk around bishan or sth. but it's quite irritating to walk then meet somebody you know. then it's like 'omg she's a loner' haha. okay i guess i'm imagining too much. but i will go out somehow tomorrow. or at least do something meaningful. i don't like dance xplosion =/that was random, but something i just felt like saying. FOR MANY REASONS. ohright, i think my hol life sucks now. maybe it's just me that sucks :O

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