Monday, May 29.
i don't understand why this is the decision God has gave us. i prayed and prayed every night for an ending that would be best for us. but till now, i don't understand why. all our fun night pracs we had until 11. all the time we spent looking for sound effects and mixing our song. i still don't get why it had to be our turn to fall. we all thought this wouldn't mean much to us, and that not getting in wouldn't be a big deal, cause we had our fair share of fun. but i guess that's the reason why we fell so hard. it's because we can't let go of the times we spent together, because we can't let go of all our fun pracs and because we had to do it for each other and do it together, that's why we fell so hard. we thought those reasons were our cushions, but instead there were the daggers that stabbed us right through. leaving us to bleed inside, but yet on the outside we have to keep keeping it back so we need no explanation to anyone. i guess till now, we still don't understand the reason we fall, but i guess ACUTE doesn't end just here. someday, we'll find the glory that belongs to us somewhere else. this just isn't our place to shine. whatever it is i still believe 'God showers rain on us, because He wants us to cherish the rainbow after that more than we ever do'. we'll find out why we fell soon, i don't believe in heavens being cruel. Especially when we try so hard.
all the pictures and msn nicks and blog posts are killing me. i'm sorry but i just can't stand the sight of these words "finals" and "dance xplosion" )):
my life is so ironical, i live in contradiction.
all the pictures and msn nicks and blog posts are killing me. i'm sorry but i just can't stand the sight of these words "finals" and "dance xplosion" )):
my life is so ironical, i live in contradiction.
11:23 PM
hehe
3Faith <3
hoho
But that's disregard
Find another friend & you discard.
Find another friend & you discard.
haha
C:
Always, always & forever.
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For the love.
deb
lianjie
You're the best I ever had.
geraldine!
janice!
jiayin!
karon!
karchian!
melo!
shinshin!
steph!
sus!
yanlin!
zhizhi!
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For the love.
deb
lianjie
You're the best I ever had.
geraldine!
janice!
jiayin!
karon!
karchian!
melo!
shinshin!
steph!
sus!
yanlin!
zhizhi!
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