=/ i was like posting my 3rd post for today, then i stupidly accidentally pressed "close" =/ okay whatever. anw i was just saying i think i sounded very sad in the previous post. and i was. but i'm not so now. cuz i just cried like SHIT. guess home's isn't a very good place to cry when you don't want people to know. cuz when you lock your door, everybody comes knocking =/ and that sucks i was like crying like shit, den my bro knocked. after he went out, my mother knocked. grr. i really needed some time alone to cry all the shit out la. everywhere i go doesn't seem like the place i belong to ): but i really like 'bad day' and 'the middle' now ((: they made me happier, just two songs. i feel actually i'm quite weak, like a little bit of stuffs can push me down like shit ): i don't like trying to do anything for anyone who isn't willing to try, and insist on their own point and don't even think of whether what they are doing will hurt me alot. and it does. i'm telling you now. anything that people do against me hurts me alot, unless i don't even give a damn about you usually. but i'm really hating this now, i wished it never ever started ): it was a load of fun that pulled along with it, a huge pile of problems ): i just saw my msn personal message that said 'God showers rain on us because He wants us to cherish the rainbow after that more than we ever do' i'm starting to doubt myself ): maybe i shouldn't but i just feel like my life is so wrong. whatever the outcome, i believe that is the best heavens' think is for me. i will accept. i need the courage to face whatever comes to me and stop being so weak =/

i say a silent prayer, that i place all my believes in. i believe, whatever is there for me, is the best for me.. I believe

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